This isn’t where you thought you would be
after you left high school. Maybe anyone can
attest to that, but the thought of your dreams
becoming out of your reach is more than you
can take.
You keep asking yourself why don’t I just run
it’s not like you couldn’t have, ‘cept everything
requires money and let’s face it, your pockets
are running on empty.
This isn’t where you thought you would be after you left high school.
You knew life wouldn’t be perfect but didn’t expect to be questioning
yourself this far in the game. Yet here you are asking is it worth it?
Maybe but most likely not, who knows.
Oh, there you go being pessimistic again. Yet life hasn’t really given you
a lot of reason to be hopeful. You wish you could talk to the few friends
you do have,they’re busy. You would like to get to know new people,
but the good vibes don’t last very long.
Maybe people are just responding to how you feel like
a piece of shit, therefore treat you as such. Maybe that’s
why you don’t care for people because you don’t always like
yourself.
Maybe you give people too many chances because you want to
learn to forgive yourself, maybe your ego is jealous and wants
you all to itself, maybe it just not
worth it.
Day Sibley 